One last Kiss

One last kiss
She cried herself to sleep again
Heads messed up, hearts in pain
She pops another pill, it helps
To drown the demons in her mind.
Her pillow wears her mascara eyes
Stained from the tears that she cried.
But no one hears her crying,
Though pillows talk, hers will never tell.
She hopes to escape another lonely night
But she can’t turn off her bedside light.
That’s when the demons come for her.
She doesn’t like the darkness, not when she is alone
The darkness always feels cold
She needs a man, someone to hold
But there is no one there to hold her
So she pops another pill
Soon the pills start taking hold
The darkness starts to feel less cold
She slips beneath her blankets
Like a corpse sleeps in a grave
She doesn’t care she has no fear
No one can hurt her here
Even her loneliness has gone and left her
But she no longer seems to care
In her mixed up mind she dream’s she is leaving
As her mascara eyed pillow is stopping her breathing
Stained now by her red lipstick
As if she kissed the world goodbye.