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NARCIST NATURE

Shilla by Shilla
February 24, 2022
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Let’s talk abit,but you won’t today,I will. About emotional manipulators, narcissists,rippers of joy. Everything they took away from you and I in bits. Slowly turning you against yourself till it’s working.

Did you know? When someone you’ve loved or known so long hurts you,you don’t hate them,you hate yourself instead. Now you’re a spectator of your own life. The people you walked on egg shells for because they scared you. I know you’ll never admit you are scared. But of what exactly? Maybe it was your dad,your teachers,your mom,your uncle,your boss,the society. We blame the society,but we are Society. It’s so heartbreaking when you set yourself on fire to keep the narcissists happy when you’re sooty. Die a million deaths so they live but still,you are the bad one. They come as victims when you don’t do it their way,now you’re pathetic,no you’re cursed aren’t you?
How do you run? Tell me how you get away from the bullies at your work place when you can’t quit. My shoes are laced up, I’d run too hard without looking back, but how do you run away from internals?
Is coping even an option when you’ve tried it over the years and all it did was rip you off your joy? Now you’re this saddist who hurt people because hurt people, hurt people. And when you run out of people to hurt now you hurt us! No you hurt your students,you hurt your kids,you hurt your employees because you’re pathetic but that’s all you see in others because goodness spots goodness.

Idiocy spots idiots and the bad will always attract evil. But if you don’t get a reflection of you in them,you create it because you can! Your power now is just a liability. Funny how receptors of shit quit and the givers still play victims of loss. How do you run from a family that set your soul on fire? Talk to me,my shoes are laced. Teach me how to swallow my saliva when it’s turned into fire because I swallowed my tears and yours when you couldn’t cry not to be seen weak. I carried it for you and now I can’t spit because if I do,the world will be set ablaze. Oops I almost forgot am bound to silence! But my heart breaks,the deafening silence from my heart pits are gnawing on my chest and my pen yet again bleeds!

Sorry that when you spoke to me about emotional manipulators I didn’t listen dear friend. But most of all, apologies for putting it this way dear friend. Sorry that I cried writing this and forgot to remind you that I am your therapist who needs a therapist. I am that savior who needs saving. But saviors don’t ask for saving I am just a child! An old soul. You counting on me is draining the kid,forcing me to grow is only killing me early. Because the more I understand,the more I wish I didn’t! And the more I’ll bite my pillow not to cry in the night. There’s secrecy in darkness that only dawn can whisper. But it won’t,coz I did!

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Comments 29

  1. Tabitha says:
    2 years ago

    I keep falling in love with your articles baby girl❤❤🥰

    Reply
  2. Saudayusuf says:
    2 years ago

    🔥🔥❤👏

    Reply
  3. Kristy says:
    2 years ago

    The best spilt_ink you’ll meet with. Shadowed truth. Ma’♥️

    Reply
  4. Fay says:
    2 years ago

    You are so creative mom🥰

    Reply
    • sherry says:
      2 years ago

      Hey girl you will never stop amaze me,every time you touch that pen you shake the world it’s insane how reality is the society. I love you girl you are real.

      Reply
  5. Mary+camillus says:
    2 years ago

    🔥🔥🔥🥳🥳Go girl 🥺🥺🥺 There’s secrecy in darkness 💯

    Reply
  6. Mary Camillus says:
    2 years ago

    Go girl 🥳🥳🥳🔥🔥🔥
    There’s secrecy in darkness 🥺 so relateble

    Reply
    • Mike skovii says:
      2 years ago

      Every article is a blessing and inspiration 💯
      Extremely talented🔥💯
      Shilla to the world 🚀🌍

      Reply
  7. Dahil says:
    2 years ago

    Feed our minds and souls Master❕💯

    Reply
  8. Kiki says:
    2 years ago

    This moved me🥺💯….. impressive shii❤️❤️

    Reply
  9. Dama says:
    2 years ago

    Always🔥🔥 the best ❤️

    Reply
  10. psycho says:
    2 years ago

    i always find myself relating to your articles………forever proud of you Kababy❤️🤍💪

    Reply
  11. Kiala says:
    2 years ago

    I love this article coz its the truth, we blame the society but we are the society😣 just wow❤

    Reply
    • Jackie Kimeu says:
      2 years ago

      Quite nifty!Keep going Shilla

      Reply
  12. Brenda says:
    2 years ago

    Alot of sence in this i love it 😍good job girl

    Reply
  13. Kendy says:
    2 years ago

    I always just want to read more of your articles everyday they’re just so beautiful and truthful….
    your very talented Shilla ❤️ and I just love your work ❤️

    Reply
  14. Heri says:
    2 years ago

    I just love the way you Blend everything 😍 i love your work baby girl ❤❤❤
    Keep it burning 🔥

    Reply
  15. Richo says:
    2 years ago

    Good job gal ….i always love your articles …the message is so true…keep it up

    Reply
  16. Irene says:
    2 years ago

    Creativity at it’s best 👏👏👏 keep it up ❤️

    Reply
  17. Reece says:
    2 years ago

    There’s secrecy in darkness,that only dawn can whisper,but it won’t

    Reply
  18. @bagwasi_eu says:
    2 years ago

    Shee I am so proud of you!Keep writing my girl❤️❤️❤️

    Reply
  19. Peter Mulei says:
    2 years ago

    I take this one as a reminder to love myself first and genuinely so.

    Reply
  20. Sandra says:
    2 years ago

    I love it❤

    Reply
  21. ANF says:
    2 years ago

    ♥️✨♥️💯🥂as it is👌🏻

    Reply
  22. Sylvia says:
    2 years ago

    there is secrecy in darkness that only dawn knows..😡😡😡😡

    Reply
  23. bonny says:
    2 years ago

    Die a million times for them to live but still you are bad. woow!!!!! This real got into my heart,what we almost all go through day in day out.girl keep the talent. Always I love your articles

    Reply
  24. IFRCD Tiemo says:
    2 years ago

    Nice work of Art 🎭

    Reply
  25. Bill says:
    2 years ago

    The poetry an articulation here is at another level. Great content Shilla

    Reply
  26. Gibson says:
    2 years ago

    What an inspiring artical.

    Reply

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