Less Worthy

Failed as a daughter
Failed as a friend
Failed as a lover
Failed as a human being
Or maybe I was being to hard on myself that I shoved off the good in me.
So then the demon in my head decided to take the lead and unveil the evil in the humanity inside of me.
The best I declined while the worst I fell prey that I lost myself in the moments when my heart overwhelmed my head.
I colored the red flags white and believed I’d make a difference by being good and doing good.
Then again amidst that goodness, in the corridors of the joy I begot, I became less worthy. So I commit myself a child of the universe and still abuse that universe, I commit as a friend and deny to show concern,
I patted my back and kissed my soul to revive my worth again but my kisses went dry.
So that low worth became my new worthy but still when I lay to sleep I’ll remember that I became Less Worthy