COST OF ANGER

How fast do you get angry?
How easy is it for you to just give up and throw away all the good that could be because you’re angry?
It’s normal to get angry but with anger, a price is paid.
I pay for mine.
I shove off my toxicity coz I mean, who owns their bad traits when all we want to do is judge and crown ourselves saints?
Who beats up their chest in glee and admits they’re toxic?
Not that am proud of being this angry with life.
Yes, my anger may harm you but trust me it hurts me twice as much as you as I listen to the burning rage dive down my entire body.
I could harm myself when angry and feel the pain when am calm.
Anger is quite expensive, it closes so many doors and throws away so much good that could be.
I am not proud to admit it. Am not even happy I dare write my nudity into existence! But I know am not alone!
I am the Queen of bad decisions, especially when angry because I pay the price aftermath!
People come and leave.
They can’t tell me its cause of what I become when anger is churned because they are not happy to leave but they have to.
So they’ll sugarcoat my anger and won’t mention it while they draw away.
Not that I don’t realize, not that I take pleasure in departures Noooooo!
I won’t even argue my toxicity or defend my weak point. Yes, it is bad! But what if? What if it is initiated by the purity within? Ever thought of it like that? What if it’s because I wouldn’t do anyone as they do me?
Expectations do Breed Disappointments I agree.
But we only expect because we would reciprocate as much as we’re expecting.
If in your heart you can wrap up the universe and give it to someone it’s only normal that you will expect it back. It’s human.
When you’re fed on spite anger is the dessert.
Nothing to flaunt, because it is costly, but when buttressed it dies.
Angry do I get, so angry, even my sadness turns into anger because I would never do you as you do me!
Before you raise a finger at my anger, beware I would never do you as you do me!