Bestie

I have always wanted to taste your lips.. feel them
I bet they are like honey
I have always wanted to blurt out the words I love you
I have always wanted to let it out and shout to the world that I love you
Every time I saw you crying for another woman I felt heart
Those women are not worth it.
Every time I saw you paying attention to other women
I felt like someone special was been robbed from me
I have always wanted you for myself
But you only see me as your younger sister
You can only take me as your best friend
And that hurts so much
It hurts as hell
I know you know my feelings for you but you pretend not to
I am obvious with my feelings
I know you know that I want more than sisterly love from you
But you choose to play stupid
I can’t hold it together anymore and so I walk away
I choose to go away coz I need to get over you
I know am being selfish but I have to save me
So best friend bye
I will see you again if fate brings us together again