Don’t accuse me of blasphemy, don’t defy my name nor point out my flaws before I explain how my bad ideas are still ideas!
Don’t hate you for your flaws, it’s your perfectionism that allows you to identify flaws. Yes, I called you perfect! You can never identify flaws if you ain’t perfect get me? It’s your core of existence, your reflection of GOD THE FATHER in you that breeds the aftermath remorse. Your flaws are evidence of perfection. You’ve been too hard on yourself that your hurt hurts those around you because hurt people! You’ve hated yourself for the moments of weakness that bred the poison in you! You bleed on people who did not cut you because your biggest enemy is you! That’s a simulation, be kind to you coz you’re perfect!
No way trees and animals could be under you perfect if you ain’t. Pardon me if am wrong, am open to your ideas, don’t judge me nor define me with what you call mistakes I’ve done. I embraced them in Glee like I own every pinch of the wrongs I’ve done! I am righting my wrongs in a variety of ways, for every flaw pointed out I have paid the price more than once. Guilt is tattooed to my existence and silent remorse is all I have now because when I said it out loud, I became the villain! And being the villain opened my eyes to the ideation of GOD’S perfection. I am remnants of my own breakdowns. Try so hard to understand why someone hurt me instead of getting hurt making the hurt even worse because of that way my flaws sprout!
It’s a war between the image of GOD in me and the generational sin from my forefathers. And the image of GOD in me mostly wins, even when it’s not immediately. I had to sin to realize righteousness wasn’t just following the scripture, it was believing I am GOD’S reflection. Perfect as you are, so am I. Give me time, I am still righting my wrongs, and so are you!
It was David’s wrongs that brought him closer to GOD, and so Mary Magdalene’s. I am not your local pastor, don’t mistake me for a nun either. I just want to be more of GOD than I am of human! And a little more than a little salvation will do me good. Because after all is laid out all I wanted was to be good and do good, even when I was failing, my core of existence knew I was wrong, the part of GOD in me reprimanded me and so my remorse makes me right with GOD again because the core of your and my existence is the image of GOD. HE sees an HIM in you! That way dominion belongs to you, you are perfect! Perfect recognizes flaws!